Kiss The Rain.

2011-01-25T06:03:00.000-08:00

This week is the last week before I get my salary!!!
Really can't wait because I'm a $$$$$$$ face hehehe
After 3 weeks of interaction with the kids, they finally know my existence and stop calling me Teacher Sasi.
I have more nicknames to my present collection: Cheryl and Sheila -_-
No one knows my real name in the centre except for Heng.
Feel damn bei ai haha.
This time round I'm too lazy to correct them so just let them be ba haha
Some of them are really damn cute! My favourite ones are Aisha, Irene, Joo Yao and JJ.
IF ONLY I CAN CARRY THEM HOME AND MAKE THEM MY YOUNGER SIBLINGS <3
esp Joo Yao. After knowing more about him,
it makes me feel like doting him more (than I usually do).
my little puppy <3<3<3

I shall continue to chiong work until May when its time for my Taiwan trip again!!!
ahhhhhhhh.
Life's never a bore.

2011-01-01T10:14:00.000-08:00

I think I cried my eyeballs out tonight.

2010-09-17T23:57:00.000-07:00

I CANT BELIEVE I WATCHED RESIDENT EVIL TODAY.
AND I CANT BELIEVE I ACTUALLY BELIEVED THERE WERE NO ZOMBIES.
OMG.
where did my tiny brain go after econs paper..
or perhaps I didnt have it in the first place
=_=

2010-09-12T11:26:00.000-07:00

~~even social interview is playing a prank on me.~~

2010-09-11T09:10:00.000-07:00

Cant believe my twinny actually did this for me! sho sweettttt (:

I'll be more determined for your sake!

2010-09-11T00:12:00.000-07:00

wanted to wake up early to mug today but totally failed.
thanks to my lovely alarm clock.
but i guess i really need some sleep.
i shall compensate by waking up early tmr! (oh damn)
i think i am looking more and more like a panda
<3333333333333333333333333

i cannot believe i worked harder for promos than for prelims -.-
CANNOT.
I CANNOT SLACK.
I MUST MUG.
EAT SLEEP BATHE SHIT BREATHE ALSO MUST THINK OF
SOME CHEMISTRY ECONS MATHS PHYSICS
argh.
i'm so exhausted

2010-09-04T23:27:00.000-07:00

I realised my previous post seems like emo-ing
because that song was supposed to be a sad one.
but! actually its everything minus those sad parts hehe <3

went to study on thurs with yj and chow.
omg la.. we actually went to watch movie when next day got paper.
tsk tsk tsk
and! stupid yj kept feeding me with choc
HOW TO BE ON DIET LIKE THIS SRSLY T_T
we watched "Going The Distance".
errrrr quite a lot of sexual content o_o
but the movie was awesome.
so glad that I catch that.
on the bus I immediately deleted everything. without hesitating.
and added something :

x xxxx xxx xxxx xxxx xxxxxxxx

xxxx

2010-09-01T10:32:00.000-07:00

I remember what you wore on the first day

You came into my life and I thought

“Hey, you know, this could be something”

‘Cause everything you do and words you say

You know that it all takes my breath away

And now I’m left with nothing

‘Cause maybe it’s true

That I can’t live without you

Maybe two is better than one

There’s so much time

To figure out the rest of my life

And you thought that it got me coming undone

And I’m thinking two is better than one

I remember every look upon your face

The way you roll your eyes

The way you taste

You make it hard for breathing

‘Cause when I close my eyes and drift away

I think of you and everything’s okay

I’m finally now believing

2010-08-29T13:50:00.000-07:00

and.
discovered something yesterday.
She's such a Bella.

2010-08-29T13:20:00.000-07:00

It was an amazing night :D
I think thats the most crazy thing I ever did.
hmmm okay la its not crazy,
IT WAS TOTALLY OUT OF MY MIND.
because I never thought of doing it.
omg this sounds really wrong.
but it isnt what you are thinking if you are thinking about that haha!
I dont usually trust people...
so it was really unexpected.
but I guess only people close enough to me will give me such ease to do it.

and my freaking comp has been loading for the past half an hour -.-
seriously. grrrrrrrr
heng I still have my macbook if not I think I would have.............
(:

PRELIMS STARTING TMRRRR.
ALL THE BEST S24!
WE MUST SHOW PANG THAT WE HAVE THE ABILITY OKAY.
SO HE WILL NOT CALL US RETARDS.
NOT EVEN A CHANCE MANXZX.
KAMBATEH!

2010-08-28T09:53:00.000-07:00

Just read a note on facebook.
It was really touching...
Sometimes I wonder why do we always realise something only when its too late.
Sigh.
I want to wake up.
I dont want to regret either...
because I know I will never forgive myself.
Sometimes just feel like slapping myself.
Please give me more time.
I'll keep trying.
I promise........

2010-08-27T23:33:00.000-07:00

感触很深
头好痛

想很多
太多太多

suppose...

痛痛痛痛痛

不要再想了
睡觉睡觉睡觉~
goodnight world!

2010-08-27T00:04:00.000-07:00

nearly got a heart attack today.
when buddy told me about it, I totally dont know what to do.
seriously. I suddenly dont know how to comfort him and what to say.
I know he will be damn upset. and damn affected.
I saw his bloated eyes when he came to my house just now,
my heart just went to him. totally.
I felt like crying with him. I saw his face when he talked about her.
I saw his watery eyes.
I felt his love for her.
I sensed his agony. His helplessness.
He's truly heartbroken ):
but now, everything should be alright alr.
just one call, and he brightens up again.
and it was so silly of him to say thank you for being there.
haha!
because ever since I promised him, I'm always there (:
but just that sometimes he may not have noticed.

today was a great day for me (:
I found someone's phone!
and I returned it again..
the person at the GO was really nice. she purposely made the owner see me.
so she can thank me personally.
felt great after doing a good deed. hahaaaaa :D
and talked to sissyyyy.
woooo sistazxz forever manzxz LOLL!

whateverrrrrrrrrrrrrr nothing to do with me lalala~

2010-08-24T13:54:00.000-07:00

my throat is killing me..
Really hope I'd hurry recover so I can be fully prepared for the most irritating Prelims!
now with the medication, I feel so drowsy ~~~~~
so glad that he's alright alr.
because usually I'm the one who's always falling sick,
really felt lost when he fell sick ytd! :S
because being a patient myself, I dont know how to take care of him!
today I'm going for sushi with my two darlings <3
yay yay yayyyyyyyyyyy

Remember those walls that I've built,
Baby, they're tumbling down.

2010-08-21T06:32:00.000-07:00

Just read a blog just now and this blog never fails to make me feel emotional.
this blogger, i would say, usually seems happy go lucky and I never expect him to think like this.
really enjoy reading.
but i think, if she's really leaving, you should really try to let go.
else you'll be suffering. just like what my buddy would be feeling soon ):
continue to blog yea?
because I'll continue to be your audience.
to listen as you pour your emotions out.

go J.

2010-08-21T06:16:00.000-07:00

would be watching buddy's yog in a few hours time!
hehe. I have faith in Singapore! (:
no matter win or lose, I still feel so proud of them!
esp buddy. watch her wear the singapore jersey and fight for the country's glory...
while I would be cheering her on together with her mum...
the feeling is just great (:
wa when did i become so patriotic haha!
nah it isnt about that. but just proud of my buddy!
jia you jia you jia you :DD

2010-07-22T08:34:00.000-07:00

have been feeling good these days (:
really cant wait to watch my best buddy's YOG!
so touched that she actually gave me the free ticket.
when she told me i was like o.m.g are you freaking serious?!
dont worry i will shout louder than i usually do!! :D
ANDDDDDD.
universal studios with my beloved classmates on 10 aug!!
AHHH. though i went there before,
but still going with your friends and your bf are two diff kinds of feelings!
I'm really looking forward to it (:
AND I SHALL WATCH HOW JANE IS GONNA SCREAM HAHAHAHA :D
life's awesome, with these great people striving on side by side with me.
<3

2010-06-30T07:08:00.000-07:00

I think I've changed.

From the cheerful and confident me, to someone pessimistic and no confidence.

Perhaps that is why I've started to stay away from friends I used to embrace.

Sometimes when I take a step back and see, I realize how fragile relationships between people can be.

Maybe I expected too much.

No matter how close people are, there'll still some distance.

From a few large groups of friends to a large group of friends, from a large group of friends to a number of friends and lastly from a number of friends to a few best friends.

These are the people I know who I will always be around and are the best people in my lives, other than my family and relatives. But will we stay like this till we grow old? I don't know but I really hope so. Have I grown up? haha

I don't want to. The reality is too full of cruelty and unhappiness.

I think I'm heading towards a closed-door policy haha

NVM. shall not be emo.

I WILL NOT BE EMO.

I GOT JIANNY.

I GOT GUGU AHMA DADDY MUMMY LINDAH.

I GOT LIQI SITONG QIANHUI LINGYING CORDEE.

at least these are the people I know will always be with me.

the rest? I don't know. haha

yay I love myself wheeeee

2010-06-17T11:49:00.000-07:00

perhaps I should stop caring for those who don't want me to.

because I'm tired of this vicious cycle.

what for doing something people don't appreciate.

and.

I don't want to be irritating.

2010-05-09T23:22:00.000-07:00

I dropped my phone.
hais.
why am i so careless why why why
Sometimes I really cant stand myself.
after how many lessons can I finally learn to be less careless.
someone please slap me and wake me up.
those messages..
2 years old. they were with me all the way till now.
and today, they're gonna be deleted by some stranger.
GAH.
SO PISSED.

2010-05-05T07:39:00.001-07:00

If tomorrow I am playing like how I did today,
I am not going to forgive myself.

2010-04-17T21:58:00.000-07:00

YAY!
OUR PW GROUP IS AWESOME MAN.
congrats to Chanel, Chowler, Jane, Kenny and myself! wheee so happy omg
really really happy for us.
our efforts were not wasted!
for all those quarrels...
all those unhappiness...
all those sian-ness...
and for all those moments where I thought I couldnt make it...
really. they were all worthwhile (:

I'm ready for mon's match.
no more weakness. no more fear.
I need to control my emotions.
because the team needs a libero who can fight on together with them.

God, please grant me strength.

2010-04-16T00:24:00.000-07:00

whether I am the right person to be libero or not,
I'm gonna prove it.
I'm not going to be beaten by my weak mind again! AHHH
I DONT WANT TO BE WEAK ANYMORE.

I'm learning, starting from this very first official match.

2010-03-05T00:25:00.000-08:00

thankful for his presence.
thankful for their surprise.
thankful for all their greetings and presents.

but he wasnt one of them.
sad to say, he's gone.

2010-01-31T17:12:00.000-08:00

competition.
sometimes i like competition, but sometimes i really hate it.
it makes me become better,
but at the same time it brings me down.
at this point of time, it is no longer competition.
because i'm out of the game, i'm no longer one of the competitors.
its gonna be all about determination, perseverance.
i may lose to them in terms of skills, speed, talent etc.
but, i'm not gonna lose to them in being passionate for this sport.

complacency, will be the last word in my dictionary.

2010-01-13T23:27:00.000-08:00

i'm in a bad mood.
really bad.
i feel like slapping my penguin bu dao weng.
thats how terrible my mood is.

people come and go.
i'm already being myself.
after all these while.
i've had enough of your freakin attitude.
i cannot and will not, tolerate.

2010-01-04T00:43:00.000-08:00

yay gonna have friendly with my dearest juniors on sat!
sooooooooooooo excited *_*
if bastard is there, i'll ask my teammates to spike him right in the face.
woohoo~
really cant wait to play with them!
dont know why also. haha
i think i am curious how strong bp is,
from an opponent's view point.
i want to disturb farah also,
i'm gonna disturb her. yes yes yes

one more week to school reopen.
i want school to start!
i dread holidays.. i hate holiday drepression.
i hate itttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt.

and..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZHIKAI!
lol thats random, i know.

2009-12-30T00:00:00.000-08:00

catching up on my school work.
feels good being a student.
feels good studying and chatting with friends.
it has been a long time since i talk to sean and jw
and today really enjoyed with all of them ard :D
stupid sean, lame as usual. hahaha
and that jw... =.=
remind me of those times in secondary school.
gahhhhhhhhhhhhh.

hope the results tmr will be pleasant !!
if not he would be so disappointed....

2009-12-27T08:23:00.001-08:00

i hate to think about the future.

what i wanna do, and what i will achieve.

how i gonna live,

and how i gonna face some facts that i've been running away from.

but i think its time.

its time.

i trust almost everything what the horoscope says.

someone told me that we shouldnt be controlled by all these,

we should live our own life.

but i dont see it this way.

i think there are some little details that we left out in our life,

and these are some information that we could have known,

to better understand ourselves and somebody else.

i dont know if you call this stupid, immature or ignorant.

but i think it is neither.

2009-12-26T04:32:00.000-08:00

those 5 days in taiwan were really enjoyable.

i guess i'm gonna go there again next year.

perhaps with jun? or my gugu..

yeah, i'm gonna go there again. (:

i dont know.

sometimes i feel like i dont know anyone.

i dont know.

i really dont know whats wrong.

i feel like staying away from everyone.

just being alone.

they feel so distant.

gahhhh.

i really hate this feeling.

i miss those good times. those times when i was happy.

with all those old buddies.

all those people.

when we were all innocent.

tonight's gonna be a good night.

yeah, i hope.

2009-12-09T13:22:00.000-08:00

its raining.
and I thought about someone,
having a heavy rain inside.
seriously, I dont understand.
nvm. I dont want to understand anyway.
just let it be..
the rain will eventually stop,
even if it takes a long while.
the rainbow will brighten the day.
somehow.

2009-12-08T15:34:00.000-08:00

WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.
I WANT TRAINING.
I WANT TRAINING.
I WANT TRAINING.
I WANT TO TOUCH THAT FREAKING BALL.
I WANT TO SPIKE THAT LOVELY BALL.
I WANT TO RECEIVE THAT THUNDER BALL.
I want to set (NOT) that spinning ballllllllllllll.

VOLLEYBALL.
<3

2009-12-04T13:51:00.000-08:00

just finished epi 7 of "下一站, 幸福".
AHHHHHHHH.
xiao le is damn cute. omggggg
<333

2009-12-03T10:15:00.000-08:00

watched mulan with him just now! the movie was great eh.
last time Zhao Wei and Chen Kun also act in "Hua Pi" and I love that movie too!
they look good together (:
I think Chen Kun is so man in this movie omg.
nice nice nice. the movie is nice *thumbs up*
andddddd.
before the movie start,
I decided to take some photos since we got nothing to do.
anddddddddddddddddddd.
he dropped my camera while he insisted to hold the camera.
the LCD cracked. OLEH!
TIME FOR A NEW CAMERA. HAHAHA
but my mood was spoilt initially. I felt lost actually. (really!)
HOW CAN I SURVIVE WITHOUT A CAMERA? NO WAY.
but thank god the movie was nice and I forgot about the camera for the time being.
thennnnnnnnnn.
he bought another camera for me.
I wanted a new camera all along but I didnt know it would be bought this way.
so to sum up, I feel happy today.
HAHAHAHA !
:D

just had a talk with hui and we finally sort things out.
there were too many things to say and we didnt know where to start from.
for the first time, I felt awkward talking to her on the phone.
looks like we really drifted a lot eh : /
but after that we managed to talk things out successfully and there was a moment when I really felt that I was talking to the silly girl I used to know.
I have this feeling that we can get back together,
like we used to be.

2009-12-01T07:34:00.000-08:00

I'm going to sleep early today!
feeling sad..
no swimming ):
stupid buddy. say wanna go swimming with me but when i want,
he is nowhere to be seen.
I WANT TO SWIM.
BADLY.
nvm i shall sleep early and feel swim-less tomorrow!
YAY I AM CRAZY.
GOOD NIGHT.

2009-11-30T21:27:00.000-08:00

dunno why I have this urge to swim today.
I'm already in my swimming costume.
and yes, i'm wearing a swimming costume at home.
I must be crazy.
and Lindah is asking me to type "I want to kiss you".
she is also crazy.
If I have a swimming pool in front of me now,
I swear I will jump right in.

2009-11-30T10:50:00.000-08:00

finally its the holidays!
after so long.. promos, pw, lectures..
recently met up with qi and tong, and celebrated qi's birthday <3
we talked and talked and talked.
life's great, when you have all these friends around you.

I saw her that day.
already feeling weird regarding the message, I felt worse when I saw her.
she said she wanna talk, I didnt want to hear.
because I dont wanna give myself a reason for condemning her.
I really miss her.

AHHH.
I WANT TO SING NOW.
IN FACT, I FEEL LIKE SCREAMING NOW

2009-11-01T17:31:00.000-08:00

plans changed.

no more cruise..

BUT I'M GOING TAIWAN NOW!!!

ahhhhhhhh. so excited >_<

cant wait to go to the shi lin ye shi...

(though jun told me the smelly tofu will stink the whole market)

nvm. i shall give it a try. my first try!

i swear i will buy lots of things back hahahahahha.

WOOOHOOOOOOOOOO.

XIAO DAO WAIT FOR ME~

why can't i forget everything..

2009-10-24T10:08:00.000-07:00

i cant wait for pw to end.
i rather promos than pw sia.
-.-

recently had a talk with my buddy..
after so long.
last time we used to chat quite often.
ever since we go JC,
feels like we've drifted apart somehow.
maybe because we seldom talk alr.
ahhh!
love my buddy! <3
(the hot and prominent guy HAHA)

2009-10-12T10:58:00.000-07:00

CHILLING (RIGHT) AFTER PROMOS! :D

what an unwilling expression.

I love tutor! <3

rock and roll yo!

i swear i'm gonna buy this when i go marina square again.

jo's pose is damn awkward can! hahaha.

I LOVE THESE PEOPLE :D

2009-10-10T00:05:00.000-07:00

i'm sick of pw.

2009-09-30T07:50:00.000-07:00

PROMOS IS OVER.

PROMOS

OVER!!!

I cant believe this. everything is over.

here comes my freedom.

here comes my leisure.

here comes my holidays.

AHHHHH.

2009-09-25T07:19:00.001-07:00

i screwed my chem paper. my only confident subject.

section B untouched. how great.

hope i can get 1 qtn correct out the 10 that i anyhow shaded.

whats the use of being hardworking when the results i get in the end still suck like i never studied?

i really hate myself.

2009-09-24T09:08:00.000-07:00

MY BUDDY!

actually the limelight is more on him hahahaha!

i love his pose here <3

MEL MEL IS SO COOL OMGGGGG.

and hot.

and handsome.

esp when he wears the blazer.

o_o

econssssssssssss.

i just hope i can get a C. please. lemme get a C.

god bless me.

3 more papers to go.

CHEMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM----ISTRY :D

2009-09-23T04:21:00.000-07:00

I MUST MUG.

I MUST PUT IN MY BEST.

BECAUSE OF HER.

BECAUSE OF THEM.

1 paper down.

4 more to go.

it was shot deeper than I've expected;

2009-09-22T07:10:00.001-07:00

tomorrow is the start of promos.

T__________________T

how great it is.

i love promos.

i love exams.

wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

ECONS

CHEM

MATHS

PHY

OLEY.

2009-09-15T09:03:00.000-07:00

tick tock tick tock.

7 more days to promos.

i feel like i'm taking O'lvls all over again.

just that this time there are only two ways to go.

this is the time.

不成熟的爱：因为我需要你，所以我爱你。

成熟的爱：因为我爱你，所以我需要你。

2009-09-11T23:04:00.000-07:00

sept holidays is ending so soon!
omg. i feel like i never study at all.
still as uncertain.
still as lost.
omggggggggg. feel like slapping myself.

ANDDDDD!
breaking dawn is so thrilling!
i read until i almost stop breathing man.
esp the fight part.
and i love alice :D

why why why why why.
just tell me why.
i know that must be the truth.
stop thinking about it.
its just my hallucination.
stupid dream.
and. it must not be because of that.
lalala.

2009-09-07T07:50:00.000-07:00

i'm so so excited!
cant wait for the december holidays.
AHHHHHHH.
cruise! here i come :D

today someone asked me
who do i love more.
i said
i dont know.
because i dont know.
i've not known for years.

2009-09-04T22:55:00.001-07:00

YAY!

YAY YAY YAY!

微笑在我心

2009-09-03T09:20:00.000-07:00

今天问你的这个问题

不是因为我心虚

也不是因为我不肯定

而是我害怕你会偷偷离开

那一句，就够了。

watched FD4 alr!

whee. we managed to sneak in.

thanks to those who lent me their ICs (:

but it was disappointing.

just some intestines flying here and there.

lol.

next movie on list: PHOBIA 2

MOVIE BUDDIES, are you ready for this phobia (again) ?

hehe :D

22 more days to promos.

oh yeah.

time to mug.

time to see those irritating hao peng you.

2009-08-25T06:37:00.000-07:00

sorry.
i think i scared you in school just now :/
i just felt.. helpless.
i feel like running away from the world.
from all my obligations.
from the stress given by you.
from the problems i've faced in life.

they are becoming overwhelming.
i'm feeling weak.

wth is wrong with me?

2009-08-17T03:47:00.000-07:00

finally i'm blogging again.

MSA 2 JUST ENDED!

hurray!

hmmm. now the next major exam will be promos.

omgggggggggggggggggggggg.

please let me pass this. please i beg. please please please.

i swear if i retain, i'll join lingying in poly.

but i'll miss all my classmates in SA..

esp QIAOHUI AND TUTOR!

and yipeng. linh. trang. hang. jane. jo.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

GOD, PLEASE BLESS ME.

and seriously.

stop acting la.

someone just like to ACT noble. ACT nice. ACT like he is concern.

ACT like he knows everything. and he understands everything.

try to look like an angel. when he's just the dirt beneath the angel's foot.

PLEASE LA.

dont make me laugh. dont make my ahma's toe nails laugh la.

you're just too amusing man.

i still remember there was one match where he came down.

and then we lost. (most likely because of him)

I played as setter position.

I think even the cleaner at the cck sports hall knows that wuzhong only play one blocker.

and when jun was trying to give us advice,

he tried to join in. and ACT like he knows everything again (*yawn*)

if he has to be given an award, it would be "BEST PARTICIPATOR AWARD"

eh no no. he will receive two, "BEST ACTOR AWARD".

cannot blame him, he's too outstanding.

he say i should go and block.

OH MY GOD.

that almost made me laugh. i think the cleaners can take over him.

like how the teachers are easily chased out from wuzhong.

if you dont know anything, its okay. just keep your mouth shut.

we wont blame you. if you force something ridiculous out,

it's just going to make you look bad.

though you are already like that.

seriously, can do something new a not?

we already know your pattern. so boring to see you doing the same old things.

looking at him makes me sleepy. what a dumb repetition.

thank god i left the school already.

wow. now you're trying to touch him. because what?

you're so noble. you think for the school. for the WELFARE of yourself.

woops. typo.

i mean, for the school.

he was the only reason that made me want to go back.

other than the other him.

who was chased out too, and i suspect you have something to do with it.

and now, you want to sweep him out.

you said you want alumni, but you despise one of the best alumni you can ever have.

hmm.

nevermind. teacher's day is coming.

i make sure i go back.

i hope i will see you.

because i miss seeing teachers (omg i feel like laughing when i associate this word with you)

as angelic as you.

i'll definitely wish you, "Happy Sucker's Day"

aiyo. my bad.

i mean "Happy Teacher's Day".

SEE YOU SOON :D

2009-07-25T10:08:00.000-07:00

i'm so in love with volleyball heh :D
maybe because of my team mates also.
felt more bonded as compared to last time already yayyyyy !
and it feels good to play NOT as a setter.
hahaa.

argh.
but my results were like shit can.
omgggg. i'm so disappointed.
but i deserved it la..
june holidays kept going out with buddies :/
and qiaohui stayed over at my house last night! first timeeeeeee..
i was very surprised by her politeness. bet my ah ma likes her! haha

so long never meet up with qi, tong, hui and kang.
as well as lingying, cordelia and olivia...
:(
hope i will get to see them really soon!
esp loh lingying.
that girl shi zong already sia.
hope its because of studying for the o's.
HOPE SO.

JIA YOU FOR THE UPCOMING TESTS PEOPLE!
:D

2009-07-15T10:51:00.000-07:00

reminded by all the great memories after reading qi's post.
miss those times..
i had been wondering what had been the cause,
that binds us so closely together.
Memories.
The best times of my life.
:D

2009-07-14T09:00:00.000-07:00

BUDDY!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY :DD

i wont forget 15 july like someone forgot my birthday!

hmpghhh! :P

yay we'll be celebrating on this coming sun.

let's go geylang and eat durian! (AGAIN)

our favourite! yum yum :D

okay la, for this once,

LUAH XINHAO has grown to be macho, hot and manly.

hahaha.

BUDDIES FOR LIFE! ^^

and i didnt know magic (to some people) works.

esp someone who had a high score of 3000+ for the biggest brain game.

awww.

spicy hands.

HAHA.

2009-07-13T08:23:00.000-07:00

:D

my darlings in SA! heh.

now i know why she simply cant focus whenever she starts to study...

omg. chanel =.=
whats with your expression?!?

wheee! my pw grp (:
finally jane looks natural here and i love her smile !
(haiyo chanel..)

2009-07-11T20:43:00.000-07:00

yay!!!
i got a B for my physics!! (common test only lol)
omg. unbelieveable...
always fail my physics in secondary school, and now!!
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! so happy ^^
TUTOR! i did you proud! :D

TUTOR is the best! haha.

2009-07-09T07:00:00.000-07:00

that dream... was weird.
how come he's in my dream?
came to scare me?
then you've succeeded. hahahaa.
but it felt so real omg T_T

yay tmr is gugu's birthday!
whee. gonna give her a surprise by appearing at her house with a cake! wahahaha.
and some of my girlfriends (:
and her stupid god-son : chew wei siong.
maybe my buddy also going!
but he is more interested in food ! tsk tsk tsk.
hmmm. can consider to call delivery heh :D
so sad that lingying cannot go (delivery~ HAHA)

i'm so worried about you.
sigh.
i hope you wont do things to hurt yourself, unknowingly.
because its gonna make me really sad ):
do you know you mean a lot to us too?
please please please, take care of yourself ! (omg tell me how many times i tell you this alr)
/lalala
lol!

i miss the peaceful night, with the lovely kites beautifying the sky.
it was pretty. and awesome.

2009-07-04T09:07:00.000-07:00

Stelle completed the quiz "Which color best suits your personality?" with the result: You are YELLOW.

You are Yellow! You are a bright, happy person. You probably like peace and harmony, and just wish that everyone could be as simply joyful as you are. You love to spend time with your friends, and are probably the optimist in the group. Not to say that you're sickeningly happy all the time, you just tend to have a positive outlook on life. You have a bright, pleasant personality that draws people to you. You can light up a whole room! You sometimes get stepped on by reds, not because you can't defend yourself, but because you prefer not to. You just don't want to disrupt the peace. Your friends go to you when they need someone to encourage them or to help them look on the bright side. You can also be very insightful; you have a way of seeing the world differently, more perceptively, than most people. At the same time, however, you can be a little...well, you live in your own little world. Just like yellow can go with most colors, you can get along with most people - as long as they can stand your optimism! You, in a nutshell: Happy, peace-loving, bright, insightful, optimistic, supportive, loving, compassionate. YELLOW!

OMG, i'm so happy!!!
because i'm yellow :D

2009-06-30T08:42:00.000-07:00

MY BUDDY! :D

common test week.
*yawns*

2009-06-28T08:28:00.000-07:00

:D :D :D

2009-06-26T10:15:00.000-07:00

remember this photo?
our very first photo together.
haha :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DARLING! (:
and of course, not forgetting...
HAPPY 2-YEAR-ANNIVERSARY! hehe.

those moments that we've gone through tgt...
the hard ones.
the sweet ones.
the unbearable ones.

the loving ones.
the painful ones.
and the romantic ones.

its gonna sound really mushy.
but only this can really, truely, reveal the meaning.

I LOVE YOU.
XNAN<33

2009-06-22T11:23:00.000-07:00

ahhhhh.
i'm so in love!!! (with the emoticon HAHA)
shake shake shake.
lingying should know what it is (:
kang should also know hahaha.

so excited!!!
can't wait for this coming saturday >_< lets pray for good weather heh :D
hmmm. and i can't wait to ________ on that day WHAAHAHA.
this is gonna be so fun.
i wonder what reaction i'll see..
mwahahaha.

after reading qi's post and discovered this interesting post :

在这世上，朋友扮演了很重要的角色。
朋友再怎么要好，
他能做的，
也是有限的。

普通朋友只会和你分享你的快乐，在你悲伤时，他们只会视若无睹。
较好一点的朋友也和普通朋友一样，会和你分享你的快乐，但在你悲伤时，他们能做的，也只是说几句安慰的话。
更要好一点的朋友一样会和你分享你的快乐，在你悲伤时，他们也会如同身受，替你分担你的悲伤。
但无论再怎么要好，没有一位朋友可以成为你。你再怎么快乐，再怎么和朋友分享你的快乐，他也决不能代替你快乐。反过来说也一样，你再怎么伤心，朋友再怎么替你分担你的痛苦，他也不可能完全替你承担你的痛苦。

没有任何一位朋友能取代你，他们所能做的，就只有分享和分担。
别指望一个人可以替你承担你所有的痛苦，只要他愿意替你分担，你就该感到安慰了。

i agree somehow.
because indeed, there're some things...
some feelings, some fear, some obstacles, some..
you can see and feel it. you can sense it entirely.
but no matter how much your friend knows about the story,
they can never understand exactly because they dont know what i've been feeling.
even siblings, lovers or married partners.
maybe he's trying to feel it. maybe he can understand a lil.
but definitely not totally, because he's not me.
still, its a pleasure to know there're people who bother to do so.

so thats how you think.
from here, i'm starting to know you (:
and i'll continue to do so.
because at least, i'll willing to 替你分担.

YAY!
4 MORE DAYS TO A LOVELY DATE!

2009-06-20T20:16:00.000-07:00

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY, DAD :D

i dont like how you show your emotions in your blog and in front of me, you dont show it.
please, if there's anything wrong, tell me.
i believe our friendship doesnt exist for nothing. (:

still, the problem exists.
the definition of 'friends'.
because of this, sometimes i really appreciate you guys.
who have been able to understand during those times.
maybe now as well.

the new mona lisa.
(for your info, this is our lovely tong :D)

6 MORE DAYS YO! :D

2009-06-19T00:57:00.000-07:00

i'm sorry.
give me some time, i'm still growing up.

2009-06-16T22:25:00.001-07:00

left with two weeks of holidays... ):
argh. time always pass so fast.
so many things not done yet! AHHHHH.
have not been really studying for the past two weeks.
oh no.. wonder if i will screw up my common test.
cannot!! i must start now alr.
NO MORE ARCADE.
NO MORE TON-ING.
NO MORE DELIVERY (see this lingying?)
I WILL NOT GO OUT ANYMORE. TODAY, TOMORROW, THE DAY AFTER..
NO MORE.
(but i'm going to watch movie at night.. hmmmm.)
someone please use a rope to tie me to my desk.
sigh.

things are getting complicated.
maybe we shouldnt have tried to interfere? i dont know.
but i definitely have to play my part, i cant bring myself to just sit back and watch.
i hope things would just be fine.
and i hope she's fine too.
maybe your decision to do this may help initially...
but somehow i dont really think its gonna solve things unless you can ensure that it will stay like this forever.
it will be too painful for you to endure.
i have said what i need to say...
i cant be certain that i'll be able to be of much help,
but i'll make sure that both of you will not feel alone ! (:

10 MORE DAYS.
XNAN <33

2009-06-11T16:30:00.000-07:00

sakura! (:

chevron.

birthday boy! :D
(old man these days...)

if you see carefully, you will be able to see the 21-year-old boy trying to twist in front of the camera. and he pose for at least 5 seconds.

jason was cut out.
HAHAHA.

and we decided to be nice to him for once (:

kang with gui gui! wahahaha.
(BROS FOR LIFE, OH YEAH)

looks like i'm not the only one who wants to be in the picture...

yay! we have another picture tgt! haha.

tong said that she dont want to be seen.

as usual.

tsk tsk tsk.

take a good look at kang's wife.

jonathan enlist alr! dont know how long will see him again ):

and.. I hope he'll learn a lesson after last night.

had a great talk with kang. really, it was awesome.

finally there's another person to talk to.

someone who is aware of whatever that is going on.

and please take care of yourself! :O

2009-06-08T10:38:00.001-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY
SER_________________CHUAN!
aiseh. 21 years old alr.
please behave like one ah. hahaha.
old people nowadays...

alamak. my shoe so outstanding.

failed attempt.

yay.

sherri suda. stelle tan. bee leng. qiao hui. shi ya.

WE SHALL GO SENTOSA REALLY SOON! wheeeee.

2009-06-07T09:58:00.000-07:00

kang and I ! :D:D:D

我的最爱 ! <33

(:

i hope tong doesnt see this.
hahahaha.

(:

from now on, I know what to do alr.
I always wonder what was the problem.
now I know... and I know where to start from.
thanks kang (:

that sentence hit me really hard.
really really hard.
because it was so true. so accurate.
all these years...
what can I do? I've been trying very hard.
I dont know what else I can do already.
please wake me up, I dont want to be too late...

2009-05-31T03:01:00.001-07:00

HIVES.
HIVES.
HIVES.
HIVES AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I HATE HIVES.
STOP APPEARING ALL OVER MY BODY.
I AM DYING OF ITCH.
JUST SHOOO.
DISAPPEAR.
GO BACK TO THE BEES.
STOP BUGGING ME.
SHOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!

2009-05-30T23:07:00.000-07:00

went to the Masquerade ytd.
a drama put up by some people from Hang's church.
bet i shocked qiaohui and yipeng.. as well as tutor they all.
XD XD
better not talk too much about it, else i'm gonna get emotional again.
haha.
after that i went to meet Lingying.
SO LONG NEVER SEE HER ALREADY! sia la. kang said she SLIM DOWN a bit.
keyword here: SLIM DOWN.
we went to eat dinner. at first she say she dowan to eat, no matter how many times i asked her, she insisted that she dont want. (which is rather unusual)
then the moment she heard kang said she SLIM DOWN,
she went to buy food straight away.
hahahaha.
xian shi de nv ren.

we initially wanted to meet pearl too, but she MIA again.
._. standard sia she.
and we WANTED TO study at first.
but too long never see each other so we...........................
(:
SHE SUGGESTED TO GO ARCADE.
SHE.
LOH LINGYING.
and i was forced to take photos with her.
*sigh*

Lingying told me she looks cute here.
-_-lll

wow i look yellowish.
YAY.

a decent photo, finally.

and we ended up taking neo-prints.

AH HAHAHAHA.

when was the last time we actually took neo-prints ?!

our decorating skills suck siol.

2009-05-29T19:14:00.001-07:00

last friday wk they all lost...

to pioneer. they were really good.

but its alright people! you guys got into semis (:

13 june 13 june!!!

SENIOR GOT INTO FINALS!!!!

*cheers*

argh but i dint manage to take senior's pic.
:/

woah. i think YY's pose damn nice!

hahaha. wk.

his pose like chicken like that.

jun is smiling, at the wrong time.

as always.

zhun beiiiiiiiiiiiii.

wooo.

i like this picture!

everyone seems so focused.

GO YY! :D

he acts cool AGAIN.

hahahaha.

aiseh.

wk is so ready seh.

(but how come still cannot receive opponent's ball HAHAHA)

dont you think somehow i like miss out someone's service?

because,

THE BEST PART IS HERE.

what a cute pose.

2009-05-23T10:31:00.000-07:00

i'm so sorry...
i wasnt of much help.
i couldnt advise you on anything.
and i couldnt say anything to cheer you up..
all i could do was to keep quiet and to listen to you.
*sigh*
i feel so useless.
this is my first time facing this situation..
and i really want to make you feel better.
but i couldnt..
i'm sorry, friend.

please, for my sake, for your mother's sake,
cheer up alright?
i'll be here! as always (:

2009-05-22T21:35:00.000-07:00

YAY!!!
junhao and sc won ytd! against tamah jurong csc.
so happy for them!
ytd yy also came to play since weekian didnt go ytd..
hope weekian can make it on the coming monday! >_<
SENIOR also got into semi finals alr! and he is going to play on monday also.
alamak. both sides sure very exciting..
scarly the finals is yewtee VS bukit panjang! LOL.
really hope that it will be like that.. haha.

and ytd i went to the library.
and came across a 2004-2005 hwa chong yearbook.
at first i didnt have any reaction..
then i started counting how old i will be and...

I REALISED BOTH SENIOR AND SC WILL BE INSIDE.
HAHAHAHAHHAHHA.

omg. who's that gangster over there?
he looks really pissed with the cameraman.

as usual.. senior is always the tallest.
i really pity those who stand beside him.
no matter how tall you are, you'll become so much shorter when you stand beside shawn lim.
*sigh*

2009-05-20T10:21:00.001-07:00

TODAY WE HAD OUR VERY FIRST TRAINING!

WHEEEEEEEE.
(eh the gym training last friday is not counted)
it has been so long since i 'pao qiu' already.
hahaha.
and shiya joined our training today!
but qiaohui, shiya and sherri never train with us because jiao lian wants to train them separately.. ):
we did mostly drills on spiking.
and i'm kinda disappointed because i originally thought that we would be doing mostly first ball drills or whatsoever. (because thats what we usually do in bp)

and finally!
i have the chance to participate in the drills on spiking. FINALLY.
last time i would be either setting or throwing the ball.
EEEEWWW.
i hope the next vball training would focus more on first ball.
i can't wait to receive those irresistable first balls.
(:

the bus made us take many many pictures like this. -.-
and bl is too busy in covering her forehead because her fringe is pinned up!

me. shiya. beeleng.

we love volleyball! :D:D:D

2009-05-19T09:27:00.000-07:00

phew.
i'm not the PW leader anymore.
i stepped down. hahaha.
i feel so stressed out recently.. ever since we got into groups for PW.
and i was appointed as the group leader T_T
i'm not confident in leading the group well. i'm sorry ):
i just want to be a 'team player' who contributes to the group!
(aiyo sounds like volleyball haha..)
so i asked jane to be the leader, while i shall be her 24-hr assistant! hehe ^_^
i feel so 轻松 now.. LOVE YOU JANE! wahahaha.

and to sc:
what you said is easier said than done.

i want you to PROVE IT TO ME on friday (:

these are the photos taken on BEELENG's birthday celebration at JP! :

Happy Birthday girl!

Vito's face is always entertaining. hahaha

just as much as jiankai's face.

aiseh. the two bosses.

billy bombers actually played a happy birthday song for our dear bl (:
thats why she gave this face, because everyone was staring at her.

i didnt know billy bombers offer this kind of service too!

where you can add different types of flavours for the birthday girl.

you should go there for birthday celebrations if you really love your friends (:

activities like these can tell you who your true friends are.

poor BL is grabbed by the strong soccer player.

hahaha.

and she is served by delicious birthday cake.

BL: I HAD A GREAT DAY.

BL is still feeling happy.

issit his shirt cool?!

omg. i also want a tee-shirt with "Life's short... RECEIVE hard."

international libero leh.

how can i not have a tee like that?

2009-05-18T04:25:00.000-07:00

WENT TO WATCH MEL MEL's MATCH TODAY! ahhhh.
omg omg omg.
so long never watch him play alr >_< HE ROCKS MAN.
although he didnt play as well as i thought, but still!
he's so shuai ! :DD
and HWA CHONG WON! wheeeeeeee.
at least i dint cab down from my school for nothing.
i knew he would win (:

HWA CHONG! :D:D:D

match is ongoing..

!!!

SENIOR's brother galvin spike with all his might.

someone retarded. lol

OH YEAH.

AHHHHHHHHHHH.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH again.

he tries to act cool.

devise a plan to beat NY really hard.

AND THEY WON!
CONGRATS TO MEL MEL AND TEAM! :D

and the match ends!
VICTORY~

stupid ser_______________________________ chuan. and wk.
keep suaning mel mel.
say he lousy.
say he loses more points than he scores.
GRRRRRR.
please make comments only when you can do what he can!
esp that linesman.
cannot hold a bottle properly jiu suan le.
dont show your jealousy so obviously.
i know you're envious of him!
wahahahahahaaa.
HE ROCKS.
LALALA.

2009-05-17T08:03:00.000-07:00

went to celebrate beeleng's birthday just now.
was really happy.
and glad to see all my friends (though mostly from SA also)
and i wanted to post pictures initially.

but he spoilt my mood.
I am so disappointed.
and i used to think that he was someone deserving..
someone faithful..
someone serious.
I WAS SO WRONG.

and i'm sorry for judging you like that.
looks like there are indeed some things that require us to experience it.
TO FEEL, but not TO SEE.

i'm dedicating this to him for a friend,(definitely not pook haha)
sigh.

眼看你的拥抱剩下温暖的指纹
体验一段感情如何变成了永恒
我在你的身上找到自己宽容的灵魂
在失去爱的时候学会怎么样爱一个人
以为你放弃我得到怎样一个人
谁知道只换来一段又一段传闻
如果只是为了不断享受更纯熟的吻
是我太单纯还是你残忍

我为你伤心
你的世界没有爱情
谁来谁去都不要紧
毫无所谓的高兴
我为你伤心
你不懂什么叫爱情
数不尽的浪漫对你来说
只有一种心情
只是一堆背影

2009-05-13T06:22:00.000-07:00

Today went to watch xinyee's match! wa so exciting omg... this is the second time i watch her match alr. but the prev. match like not as nice as this. i think cause too far away la.. haha.
this match was held in hougang sports hall!
wa reminds me of the volleyball matches we've played there. >_<

AISEH. the MVP : SIN XIN YEE.

WA. here she comes again.

my my my. SHE'S EVERYWHERE.

yan xiu! (err spelt like that?)

another zai one. she's damn accurate omggggg.

OMG.

GUESS WHO I SAW TODAY.

GUESS GUESS GUESS.

I SAW MELVINNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN AHH!!!

omgomgomgomgomg. oh my @#$%! god.

please la. they say he cut hair until like CMI, who say de?!

(oh ya lingying say one, just remembered. )

PLEASE LOR. as shuai as before haha!

and thanks to senior, he knows I'm the ''bukit-panjang-no.11-who-filmed-him-during-his-match''. wa damn paisehhhhhh -.-

WAAAAAAAA. so excited laaaaaaa. until now i can still remember how he looked like today HAHAHAHAHA. :D:D:D

after that we went to eat dinner tgt at S11!

the western food is nice (:

initially, senior and xinyee went to buy drinks. but then xinyee came back and told me senior brought only 90 cents with him, so she came to get money from me. then i saw senior walked back suddenly. then he said since xinyee go back take money, he told the auntie at the cashier to "wait ah". then the auntie "tsk tsk tsk" in a GL manner (according to senior).

that made him damn pissed. and in the end we went to buy sweet talk cause senior dont let us to from that drinks stall hahaha..

what a poor service -.-

then we went to take mrt... and guess what!

we damn suey man.

the trains stopped functioning due to some technical problems and the ang mo kio station was flooded with people. and i seriously mean FLOODED. the platform was so full that we had difficulties moving from the escalator to the stairs. (though they are only next to each other)

wa. first time in my life that i'm experiencing this seh. heard that there was a fire earlier on. but i dont think its true anyway lol.

AND SENIOR STARTED DRAMA-ING AGAIN. (as usual)

he was so high and he began to act like he is super frightened, " OMG ZEN ME BAN?! WE'RE TRAPPED HERE. WO YAO ZEN ME HUI JIA?! AHHHHHHHHHH"

-_________________________________-

like i mentioned before, though he's 22 this year, he doesnt seem to have characteristics of a 22-year-old guy.

in the end we took 852 to bukit batok and change to mrt to cck.

on the bus, there was this funny thing that happened.

senior said "hey can you guys do this?" (and he started to move his fingers in sequence in a fast manner)

and we all cannot do it.
he said "cause i always spin pen then my fingers are trained."

then i got excited, "YOU SPIN PEN?! wa. how long you learn?"

he replied, "around 1 year to finish the back spin."

and i was really amazed and i said "wa. so pro! its very hard to continue spinning back and forth leh!"senior disagreed, "no leh, the continuous one quite easy."

AT THIS TIME, XINYEE TRIED TO GUAI LAN ME.

xinyee said "stelle, you noob la."

then i started to suan her as well, "YOU KNOW MEH? at least i know how to spin right!"

senior joined in, "only smart people can spin one."

i exclaimed, "ya! thats why senior can spin! thats why i can spin!"

and senior added, "THATS WHY YOU (referring to xinyee) CANNOT SPIN."

AND WE BURST OUT LAUGHING HAHAHAHAAAA.

wa senior's laughter super loud, the whole bus also can hear siol! haha.

but it was damn funny laaaaaa. cause i only wanted to praise us, but didnt expect senior to guai lan her also XDXD

LESSON LEARNT: keep quiet when you know nothing.(:

LOVE THE TWO OF THEM! heeeees :D

2009-05-12T09:52:00.000-07:00

something that i found out about myself:
(i think it is very accurate ^^)

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education:
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

2009-05-12T05:54:00.000-07:00

our group for PW is out! and my group members are:
1. JANE! (the research maniac)
2. KENNY
3. CHANEL
4. CHOWLER
hmmm. i'm rather satisfied because I believe that they're responsible!
please do not prove me wrong. hahaaa..

omg.
i have the sudden urge to play beach volleyball.
ever since lingying text me this morning about beach volleyball.
AHHHH! when's the upcoming one?
ripcurl rightttttttt.
I WANT TO JOIN! and i hope my usual team mates want also lehhh.
lingying, pearleen and yanshuang! lets join mannnnnnnnnnnnnn :D:D:D

2009-05-10T08:32:00.000-07:00

happy mother's day mum!
hope you like the flower.

forgive me for not being able to bring myself to say that to you.
i'm sorry.

2009-05-09T21:57:00.000-07:00

last friday went to watch wk's match against aljunied hougang.
and THEY WON! wheee~

number 13: wk
number 2: serchuan
number 10: junhao

serchuan (who is the one pointing): we're gonna beat you man.

planning an attack.

dear bp vballers, have you seen our adorable coach in jersey playing a real match before? and this is how he looks like. i'm so sorry for the disappointment. or issit what you've expected to be like?

everyone is getting ready. EXCEPT JUNHAO.

wk! wk wk wk! :DD

2009-05-07T07:19:00.000-07:00

i hope i get a nicer single digit for the econs test today.
hmmmm.
let the number be 4 ba!
since today is the fourth day of the week.
yay so happy.

2009-05-05T06:03:00.000-07:00

OMGGGGG. ytd was so fun!
stayed out with SENIOR and xinyee :D
we went to watch SENIOR's match first. i miss seeing him thunder people man. hahaha!
he's from bukit panjang csc and ytd his match was against kolam ayer csc.
hmmm. it was okay but i guess senior wasnt on form ytd :/
(i better pray that senior doesnt see this, else he's going to be emo AGAIN T.T)

AND!!! STUPID SERCHUAN DAO ME. ACT COOL. HMPGH!! @#$%!
whatever. whatever. whatever. lalalalalalalalalalalala.

and after that we went to eat prata for supper.
it was so delicious! yummaye.
then we wanted to go lot one mac study, and SENIOR had no choice but to park his car at the top level of the carpark. and we walked down the stairs.. as we were walking to the mac, they suddenly asked me, monday mac got 24 hours meh? then i realised that OH, TODAY IS MONDAY. HAHAHAHA. so in the end we climbed all the way up again.
and the two people started scolding me all the way. hahahahaha.
sorry la people~ zhen shi de. i got poor memory ma.. gan ma zhe me ji dong. tsk tsk..
so in the end we went yew tee mac to study. =]
ohya. senior was so engross in the bball game in my ipod touch. his first score was 8 and he was so excited! i could sense his excitement and i thought his score was pretty high so i asked for his score. when i knew, i go................................. ( ._. )
then SENIOR kept playing and playing until he managed to kick lingying out of the list, coming in last in the ranking list. I SWEAR HE WAS VERY HAPPY. LMAO.
sometimes, being 22 doesnt necessary means that the person is behaving like a 22-year-old.
he's the best example. hahahaha.

it feels so good to mug with them! lets mug again sometime (:
BEN-KYOO-SHI-NA-SAI! (lets study in jap :D)

2009-05-02T07:09:00.000-07:00

that is so not gonna happen.
(:

2009-05-01T01:54:00.001-07:00

FINALLY GOT OVER THE GP PRESENTATION!
omg so happy!!! no more sleepless nights for the time being.

and i'm proud of all my GP group members! they are:

1. MINH TRANG (my dearest tutor! :D)

2. PEI YU

3. KENNY (so poor thing, always get bullied by us. hahaha)

i hope our presention was enjoyable for our classmates and Ms Samuel (:

ytd we had kickboxing session also! omg.

tutor made qh and I laugh like mad. whenever i look at her,

i just cant stop laughing omg!!

TUTOR IS JUST SO CUTEEEE ! ahahahah. :D

love o9s24! <33

2009-04-29T08:16:00.000-07:00

just came back.
went to watch jun and serchuan's match just now hehe.
initially he's going one! but he had to cover for someone's duty ): ): ):
they won anyway and congrats to them! heehee :D
after that went to eat dinner at the usual place with jun, serchuan and yilun.
wa that guy very................. interesting. kept talking about things which you will never think before hahaa. along the road where there was a camera, he actually said to us: "come on everyone let's smile". HAHAHA.
and someone could not even grab hold of a tiny bottle TWICE.
i'm not gonna mention who but YOU know it. hahahahaa so funny.

Today is ah gong's anniversary...
突然感到很悲伤，
也好想他.....

2009-04-28T04:58:00.000-07:00

waa. tmr have to present GP T.T
hope our team can perform well! jiayou people :D

wonder if he will play tmr, i guess most likely not ba..
the players should be the same as that time ):
nvm, seeing him in the jersey is enough to make me happy! ^^
maybe qiaohui would be watching with me! wheeeee~
at least i wont look like a moron standing there like the prev. time -.-
SO EXCITED TO WATCH THE MATCH! hahaha.
i sound like i'm playing like that.
last time play match also never so excited seh.
(lingying is gonna suan me after seeing this)
hahahaha.

才离开没多久就开始
担心今天的你过得好不好
整个画面是你
想你想的睡不着
嘴嘟嘟那可爱的模样
还有在你身上香香的味道
我的快乐是你想你想的都会笑

suddenly thought of so many things when listening to this song...

你根本不知道我为你流了多少眼泪. >_<

2009-04-27T07:01:00.000-07:00

i'm so tired today.
like a dead meat walking around the school.
now i finally realise what it means by 行尸走肉.
O_O

had a great chat ytd..
so many feelings within me that i was agitated time and time again.
i think you are worthy of someone better (:
maybe i dont know her well, and i dont know what went wrong.
but i hope you think carefully before making your decision.
because you dont deserve to be treated this way..
dont know why, when talking to you, suddenly thought of my buddy.
and that @#$!*&.

你走了太久一定很累
他错了不该你来面对
离开他就好就算了心情很干脆
他其实没有那么绝对
远一点你就看出真伪
离开他不等于你的世界会崩溃
转个弯你还能飞

就别再为他流泪
别再让他操控你的伤悲
就算有一点愚昧一点点后悔
也不要太狼狈
他不值得你的泪
把那遗憾留在大雨的街
你曾在迷失的旅途中盲目追
以后为自己醉
(以后管他是谁)

每段感情都非常珍贵
他的好你就放在心扉
记得有个人曾让你那样的心醉
你笑了照亮夜幕的黑
什么梦都不比你的美
多少年以后想起他还有些体会
那些你已无所谓

(these lyrics are to counter yours) :P
2 more months to our big day again! ^^

2009-04-26T12:48:00.000-07:00

now its 3.49 in the morning and i'm still not aslp yet.
and i'm going to skl at 5.30.
omg.
i think i'm really a saint alr.

2009-04-26T03:03:00.000-07:00

ahhhh. i wanna play volleyball i wanna play volleyball i wanna play volleyball!
and i'm gonna play volleyball with beeleng tmr! (:
and YAY YAY YAY... beeleng is gonna join vball!
miss playing vball with her man ):
next time we will have 3 ppl to play vball after skl alr! wheeeee :D

crap, qh just told me that we got maths induction tutorial to do.
when i've alr spent 3/4 of today stone-ing.
well done stelle.

some random shots.

yo yo yo.

try to identify the two idiots there.

haaaaaaaaaandsooooooooome suuuuuuuuuit !

2009-04-25T11:55:00.000-07:00

went to meet lingying and cordee just now.
jiankai wanted to join us at first, but after that he told me he got stuck in the toilet -.-lll
ahhh. we talked about junhao mostly.
about all his stupid actions when we go for dinner everytime.
and also how grace guai lan him ytd.
hahahah!
after that went to qi's house and tong was alr there..
wanted to study initially, but tong kept telling me how her teachers look like bulldog, elephant and monkey. poor teachers..

oh god, my best friends are popping all over my face soon.

tong thinks no one can see her.

and she does it again.

finally she realises that she's wrong.

really love this effect!

and I love this woman to death (:

2009-04-24T20:54:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO THAT ZHONG GUO MEI!
(referring to zhiyee for your info)

feel bored and lazy today.
i think i'm just gonna slack for the whole day at home.
maybe i'll watch my xiao dao's show.
yayyyyyyy.
better stay at home, else someone will jio me to arcade AGAIN.
HATE ARCADE.

2009-04-24T11:10:00.000-07:00

YELLOW FONT :D
got into sajc, become a saint.
really miss the good old days in bp.
miss the times we had training.
miss my volleyball team.
miss my buddy (I dont want to mention your name hahaha).
miss vincent lee.
miss junhao.
miss siva (I'm kidding).

miss my qianhui.
miss my liqi.
miss my sitong.

new life, new environment, new friends.
new team, new team mates, new coach.
I dont think i'm that adaptable yet.

but I glad to meet QiaoHui and my other classmates!
and tutor too! thanks for your help all the time (:

I'll try my best.

2009-04-24T11:02:00.001-07:00

start all over.
this is my new blog (: