i'm so sorry...
i wasnt of much help.
i couldnt advise you on anything.
and i couldnt say anything to cheer you up..
all i could do was to keep quiet and to listen to you.
*sigh*
i feel so useless.
this is my first time facing this situation..
and i really want to make you feel better.
but i couldnt..
i'm sorry, friend.
please, for my sake, for your mother's sake,
cheer up alright?
i'll be here! as always (: