MY BUDDY! :D



common test week.
*yawns*

:D :D :D

remember this photo?
our very first photo together.
haha :D




HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DARLING! (:
and of course, not forgetting...
HAPPY 2-YEAR-ANNIVERSARY! hehe.



those moments that we've gone through tgt...
the hard ones.
the sweet ones.
the unbearable ones.

ahhhhh.
i'm so in love!!! (with the emoticon HAHA)
shake shake shake.
lingying should know what it is (:
kang should also know hahaha.

so excited!!!
can't wait for this coming saturday >_< lets pray for good weather heh :D
hmmm. and i can't wait to ________ on that day WHAAHAHA.
this is gonna be so fun.
i wonder what reaction i'll see..
mwahahaha.





after reading qi's post and discovered this interesting post :

在这世上，朋友扮演了很重要的角色。
朋友再怎么要好，
他能做的，
也是有限的。

普通朋友只会和你分享你的快乐，在你悲伤时，他们只会视若无睹。
较好一点的朋友也和普通朋友一样，会和你分享你的快乐，但在你悲伤时，他们能做的，也只是说几句安慰的话。
更要好一点的朋友一样会和你分享你的快乐，在你悲伤时，他们也会如同身受，替你分担你的悲伤。
但无论再怎么要好，没有一位朋友可以成为你。你再怎么快乐，再怎么和朋友分享你的快乐，他也决不能代替你快乐。反过来说也一样，你再怎么伤心，朋友再怎么替你分担你的痛苦，他也不可能完全替你承担你的痛苦。

没有任何一位朋友能取代你，他们所能做的，就只有分享和分担。
别指望一个人可以替你承担你所有的痛苦，只要他愿意替你分担，你就该感到安慰了。

i agree somehow.
because indeed, there're some things...
some feelings, some fear, some obstacles, some..
you can see and feel it. you can sense it entirely.
but no matter how much your friend knows about the story,
they can never understand exactly because they dont know what i've been feeling.
even siblings, lovers or married partners.
maybe he's trying to feel it. maybe he can understand a lil.
but definitely not totally, because he's not me.
still, its a pleasure to know there're people who bother to do so.



so thats how you think.
from here, i'm starting to know you (:
and i'll continue to do so.
because at least, i'll willing to 替你分担.










YAY!
4 MORE DAYS TO A LOVELY DATE!

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY, DAD :D


i dont like how you show your emotions in your blog and in front of me, you dont show it.
please, if there's anything wrong, tell me.
i believe our friendship doesnt exist for nothing. (:







still, the problem exists.
the definition of 'friends'.
because of this, sometimes i really appreciate you guys.
who have been able to understand during those times.
maybe now as well.

i'm sorry.
give me some time, i'm still growing up.

left with two weeks of holidays... ):
argh. time always pass so fast.
so many things not done yet! AHHHHH.
have not been really studying for the past two weeks.
oh no.. wonder if i will screw up my common test.
cannot!! i must start now alr.
NO MORE ARCADE.
NO MORE TON-ING.
NO MORE DELIVERY (see this lingying?)
I WILL NOT GO OUT ANYMORE. TODAY, TOMORROW, THE DAY AFTER..
NO MORE.
(but i'm going to watch movie at night.. hmmmm.)
someone please use a rope to tie me to my desk.
sigh.




things are getting complicated.
maybe we shouldnt have tried to interfere? i dont know.
but i definitely have to play my part, i cant bring myself to just sit back and watch.
i hope things would just be fine.
and i hope she's fine too.
maybe your decision to do this may help initially...
but somehow i dont really think its gonna solve things unless you can ensure that it will stay like this forever.
it will be too painful for you to endure.
i have said what i need to say...
i cant be certain that i'll be able to be of much help,
but i'll make sure that both of you will not feel alone ! (:






10 MORE DAYS.
XNAN <33

sakura! (:





chevron.





birthday boy! :D
(old man these days...)





if you see carefully, you will be able to see the 21-year-old boy trying to twist in front of the camera. and he pose for at least 5 seconds.





jason was cut out.
HAHAHA.





and we decided to be nice to him for once (:





kang with gui gui! wahahaha.
(BROS FOR LIFE, OH YEAH)





looks like i'm not the only one who wants to be in the picture...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY
SER_________________CHUAN!
aiseh. 21 years old alr.
please behave like one ah. hahaha.
old people nowadays...









alamak. my shoe so outstanding.






failed attempt.

yay.

sherri suda. stelle tan. bee leng. qiao hui. shi ya.

WE SHALL GO SENTOSA REALLY SOON! wheeeee.

:D

kang and I ! :D:D:D






我的最爱 ! <33







(:






i hope tong doesnt see this.
hahahaha.





(:























from now on, I know what to do alr.
I always wonder what was the problem.
now I know... and I know where to start from.
thanks kang (:














that sentence hit me really hard.
really really hard.
because it was so true. so accurate.
all these years...
what can I do? I've been trying very hard.
I dont know what else I can do already.
please wake me up, I dont want to be too late...