She believes.

Wednesday, December 30, 2009

catching up on my school work.
feels good being a student.
feels good studying and chatting with friends.
it has been a long time since i talk to sean and jw
and today really enjoyed with all of them ard :D
stupid sean, lame as usual. hahaha
and that jw... =.=
remind me of those times in secondary school.
gahhhhhhhhhhhhh.

hope the results tmr will be pleasant !!
if not he would be so disappointed....

Sunday, December 27, 2009

i hate to think about the future.

what i wanna do, and what i will achieve.

how i gonna live,

and how i gonna face some facts that i've been running away from.

but i think its time.

its time.

i trust almost everything what the horoscope says.

someone told me that we shouldnt be controlled by all these,

we should live our own life.

but i dont see it this way.

i think there are some little details that we left out in our life,

and these are some information that we could have known,

to better understand ourselves and somebody else.

i dont know if you call this stupid, immature or ignorant.

but i think it is neither.

Saturday, December 26, 2009

those 5 days in taiwan were really enjoyable.

i guess i'm gonna go there again next year.

perhaps with jun? or my gugu..

yeah, i'm gonna go there again. (:

i dont know.

sometimes i feel like i dont know anyone.

i dont know.

i really dont know whats wrong.

i feel like staying away from everyone.

just being alone.

they feel so distant.

gahhhh.

i really hate this feeling.

i miss those good times. those times when i was happy.

with all those old buddies.

all those people.

when we were all innocent.

tonight's gonna be a good night.

yeah, i hope.

Wednesday, December 9, 2009

its raining.
and I thought about someone,
having a heavy rain inside.
seriously, I dont understand.
nvm. I dont want to understand anyway.
just let it be..
the rain will eventually stop,
even if it takes a long while.
the rainbow will brighten the day.
somehow.

Tuesday, December 8, 2009

WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.
I WANT TRAINING.
I WANT TRAINING.
I WANT TRAINING.
I WANT TO TOUCH THAT FREAKING BALL.
I WANT TO SPIKE THAT LOVELY BALL.
I WANT TO RECEIVE THAT THUNDER BALL.
I want to set (NOT) that spinning ballllllllllllll.

VOLLEYBALL.
<3

Friday, December 4, 2009

just finished epi 7 of "下一站, 幸福".
AHHHHHHHH.
xiao le is damn cute. omggggg
<333

Thursday, December 3, 2009

watched mulan with him just now! the movie was great eh.
last time Zhao Wei and Chen Kun also act in "Hua Pi" and I love that movie too!
they look good together (:
I think Chen Kun is so man in this movie omg.
nice nice nice. the movie is nice *thumbs up*
andddddd.
before the movie start,
I decided to take some photos since we got nothing to do.
anddddddddddddddddddd.
he dropped my camera while he insisted to hold the camera.
the LCD cracked. OLEH!
TIME FOR A NEW CAMERA. HAHAHA
but my mood was spoilt initially. I felt lost actually. (really!)
HOW CAN I SURVIVE WITHOUT A CAMERA? NO WAY.
but thank god the movie was nice and I forgot about the camera for the time being.
thennnnnnnnnn.
he bought another camera for me.
I wanted a new camera all along but I didnt know it would be bought this way.
so to sum up, I feel happy today.
HAHAHAHA !
:D

just had a talk with hui and we finally sort things out.
there were too many things to say and we didnt know where to start from.
for the first time, I felt awkward talking to her on the phone.
looks like we really drifted a lot eh : /
but after that we managed to talk things out successfully and there was a moment when I really felt that I was talking to the silly girl I used to know.
I have this feeling that we can get back together,
like we used to be.

Tuesday, December 1, 2009

I'm going to sleep early today!
feeling sad..
no swimming ):
stupid buddy. say wanna go swimming with me but when i want,
he is nowhere to be seen.
I WANT TO SWIM.
BADLY.
nvm i shall sleep early and feel swim-less tomorrow!
YAY I AM CRAZY.
GOOD NIGHT.