From the cheerful and confident me, to someone pessimistic and no confidence.
Perhaps that is why I've started to stay away from friends I used to embrace.
Sometimes when I take a step back and see, I realize how fragile relationships between people can be.
Maybe I expected too much.
No matter how close people are, there'll still some distance.
From a few large groups of friends to a large group of friends, from a large group of friends to a number of friends and lastly from a number of friends to a few best friends.
These are the people I know who I will always be around and are the best people in my lives, other than my family and relatives. But will we stay like this till we grow old? I don't know but I really hope so. Have I grown up? haha
I don't want to. The reality is too full of cruelty and unhappiness.
I think I'm heading towards a closed-door policy haha
NVM. shall not be emo.
I WILL NOT BE EMO.
I GOT JIANNY.
I GOT GUGU AHMA DADDY MUMMY LINDAH.
I GOT LIQI SITONG QIANHUI LINGYING CORDEE.
at least these are the people I know will always be with me.
the rest? I don't know. haha
yay I love myself wheeeee