and.
discovered something yesterday.
She's such a Bella.

It was an amazing night :D
I think thats the most crazy thing I ever did.
hmmm okay la its not crazy,
IT WAS TOTALLY OUT OF MY MIND.
because I never thought of doing it.
omg this sounds really wrong.
but it isnt what you are thinking if you are thinking about that haha!
I dont usually trust people...
so it was really unexpected.
but I guess only people close enough to me will give me such ease to do it.

and my freaking comp has been loading for the past half an hour -.-
seriously. grrrrrrrr
heng I still have my macbook if not I think I would have.............
(:

PRELIMS STARTING TMRRRR.
ALL THE BEST S24!
WE MUST SHOW PANG THAT WE HAVE THE ABILITY OKAY.
SO HE WILL NOT CALL US RETARDS.
NOT EVEN A CHANCE MANXZX.
KAMBATEH!

Just read a note on facebook.
It was really touching...
Sometimes I wonder why do we always realise something only when its too late.
Sigh.
I want to wake up.
I dont want to regret either...
because I know I will never forgive myself.
Sometimes just feel like slapping myself.
Please give me more time.
I'll keep trying.
I promise........

感触很深
头好痛

想很多
太多太多

suppose...

痛痛痛痛痛

不要再想了
睡觉睡觉睡觉~
goodnight world!

nearly got a heart attack today.
when buddy told me about it, I totally dont know what to do.
seriously. I suddenly dont know how to comfort him and what to say.
I know he will be damn upset. and damn affected.
I saw his bloated eyes when he came to my house just now,
my heart just went to him. totally.
I felt like crying with him. I saw his face when he talked about her.
I saw his watery eyes.
I felt his love for her.
I sensed his agony. His helplessness.
He's truly heartbroken ):
but now, everything should be alright alr.
just one call, and he brightens up again.
and it was so silly of him to say thank you for being there.
haha!
because ever since I promised him, I'm always there (:
but just that sometimes he may not have noticed.

today was a great day for me (:
I found someone's phone!
and I returned it again..
the person at the GO was really nice. she purposely made the owner see me.
so she can thank me personally.
felt great after doing a good deed. hahaaaaa :D
and talked to sissyyyy.
woooo sistazxz forever manzxz LOLL!



whateverrrrrrrrrrrrrr nothing to do with me lalala~

my throat is killing me..
Really hope I'd hurry recover so I can be fully prepared for the most irritating Prelims!
now with the medication, I feel so drowsy ~~~~~
so glad that he's alright alr.
because usually I'm the one who's always falling sick,
really felt lost when he fell sick ytd! :S
because being a patient myself, I dont know how to take care of him!
today I'm going for sushi with my two darlings <3
yay yay yayyyyyyyyyyy

Remember those walls that I've built,
Baby, they're tumbling down.

Just read a blog just now and this blog never fails to make me feel emotional.
this blogger, i would say, usually seems happy go lucky and I never expect him to think like this.
really enjoy reading.
but i think, if she's really leaving, you should really try to let go.
else you'll be suffering. just like what my buddy would be feeling soon ):
continue to blog yea?
because I'll continue to be your audience.
to listen as you pour your emotions out.

go J.

would be watching buddy's yog in a few hours time!
hehe. I have faith in Singapore! (:
no matter win or lose, I still feel so proud of them!
esp buddy. watch her wear the singapore jersey and fight for the country's glory...
while I would be cheering her on together with her mum...
the feeling is just great (:
wa when did i become so patriotic haha!
nah it isnt about that. but just proud of my buddy!
jia you jia you jia you :DD